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[Dec. 19th, 2007|08:08 pm] |
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I got my period today. I'm pretty shocked it was only a week later from last month because this is the 1st month I stopped taking my pills. Kinda makes me feel like everything is in working order!! :)
Tomorrow is John's birthday so I will be spending the day with him after I get off work. We will probably have a nice romantic dinner and then go hang out with some of his co-workers. So tomorrow I have a pretty busy day. I was busy at work today too. I hate working 11-7:30pm. The day just drags on. My body is just so sore. I can't wait to take a nice hot bubble bath! |
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[Oct. 18th, 2007|11:28 pm] |
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I am feeling really down today for some reason. I'm not sure what is going on. Little things are upsetting me. I am getting really burnt out with school and working. We don't get a fall break from school so my cloest break in school is Thanksgiving. :(
Work is just dumb. I am only getting to waitress every other Friday...which is not right. I hired in as a waitress not a buser. I am thinking about requesting off the Fridays she has me bussing. She only has me doing it because the girl she hired has no idea what shes doing but she wont bother to tell her what shes doing wrong or hier someone new.
I would kill for a little vacation right about now! |
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[Sep. 29th, 2007|02:23 am] |
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I offically hate my life right now .... |
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[Jun. 11th, 2007|01:05 pm] |
I havent really had much time to update in awhile because I've been so busy with school work and of course John.
Kings Island was fun. We are going again next Tuesday with some people from his work. He was here last night and we watched a movie Norbit. It was kind of stupid. lol I'm going over to his place tomorrow and we will probably have dinner with his sister niece and brother in law. His family as seems pretty nice so far. His mom got me 2 cute flip flop necklaces. They are so cute. I started taking every Tuesday off work so him and I could spend the whole day together since we both have the day off.
It seems like its getting serious fast but honestly thats okay with me. He makes me so happy. Its a true feeling. A feeling I havent felt in a long time. I have a few pics of him and I together and as soon as I find out how to post pics on here I'll try and put them up.
anyways-
Work is still work...not really much to tell about that.
school is going pretty good. I got a B on my Pharmacology test and I didn't even open the book. lol Well Thats pretty much all I have for an update now. |
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| *update* |
[May. 24th, 2007|05:22 pm] |
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I havent posted much in awhile so I guess it's time for an update.
John and I are doing great. Hes really sweet. He opens doors for me and all that stuff guys are supposed to do! lol I really want this to last. I'm so happy with him. I never thought I could feel like this again after Ed but now I know I can. We've got big plans together! lol
I'm going to Kings Island (an amusment park) on Saturday with some of my family. It should be fun. Sunday John is coming over and I'm not sure what we are going to do yet though.
I'm taking summer school so I can finish up quicker and get a real job. I can already tell it's going to be really tough. I hope I can stick with it. Work sucks as usual. I can't wait until we close down for 2 weeks in July. It will be a much needed break, although I do need the extra money because I owe $200 on my phone bill. *gasp* My mom was not happy! lol
I hope everyone else is doing well. |
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| BIG NEWS!! |
[May. 16th, 2007|09:01 pm] |
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Okay ladies, it's offical, I am in a relationship! *gasp* thats right...John asked me tonight!! yay I'm happy |
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[May. 8th, 2007|11:29 pm] |
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so yeah long story short...I made out with the asian tonight!! (John) uhh yeah hes so sweet. He texted me as soon as he left the house and it said "i miss you already" it was so sweet. I took him into my work and they all said he was hotter than my ex boyfriend..lol |
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| I met a guy |
[Apr. 26th, 2007|05:45 pm] |
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I feel like a kid with a kindergarden crush, but yeah I met this really cool guy. His name is John. Hes asian...yay..His mom is Japanese and his dad is white. Hes hot!! And he is so sweet. I have really been happy since we've started talking. He makes me smile. I don't want to jinx anything but I'm thinking this could turn out really good. We text all day while we are at work. Hes teaching me some janpanese. I can say hello beautiful..lol Other than that I'm still working and going to school. The semester is almost over so thats good. I'm still saving up and trying to get a new car. I got a new cell phone (same number for those of you that have it) I got the verizon enV. I wasnt due for an upgrade so I had to pay full price for it. With tax and everything it ended up being $415.00. I really like it so far so it's been worth my money. Well thats all of an update that I have for now!! |
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[Apr. 18th, 2007|12:28 am] |
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I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Update from last night |
[Apr. 17th, 2007|09:35 pm] |
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Well last night after I got off here I was still ticked up Chris. Well he ended up calling me but I said he should just call me tomorrow because I didn't wanna talk to him and say something I didn't mean just cause I was mad. So we'll see how it goes.
Today at work wasnt much better. I was the only waitress tonight. We were busy as fuck my legs are so sore!! Thats all I have time for right now i'm going to take a bath! |
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[Apr. 16th, 2007|11:21 pm] |
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I've had such a bad day. I'm feeling so down right now and I just need a place to vent. First off work is dumb. I hate it, but I have to do it for the rest of my life so whatever. I'm so sick of working 11-7:30pm. I want to throw up.
Secondly school, fuck it too. I've e*mailed this professor twice with no response. I guess I'm going to have to drive there Friday and talk to her about why she isnt e*mailing me back. Its getting to be bullshit. She has time to write a mass e*mail to everyone that 4 people have an A 3x's but she doesnt have time to anwser a question
for a student who is trying to get an A? How messed up is that! There are 3 weeks left and I'm probably going to have to retake the class because shes a dumb cunt!
THEN!!! Theres Chris...*sigh* I don't even know what to say about him. Hes so hard to read. He says he likes me and blah blah but then other times he seems so distant I don't know what to do. I've had such a bad day and I left it build up that I finally texted him and said "I can't do this anymore" and he texted me back saying "do what" and I said "you can't exactly care about someone who doesnt give a fuck right?" then he never texted back so I sent him one that said "this is the kind of shit I'm talking about". Did I overreact...probably....but I'm just so fed up with life right now. I'm sitting here crying because I'm so stressed out. I just want to be happy. Whats wrong with that? I just want to yell and scream at him. He drives me nuts sometimes. I think I'm just not going to talk to him for awhile. It's going to be really hard but it just might be the best thing for me right now. I'm going to Florida in July and hes supposed to come and stay with me but right now I don't want that. Why can't he just talk about things? Okay...I just got a text from him saying "what are you talking about" I don't even know what to say back, I feel like if I tell him then hes going to think I'm crazy but then if I don't tell him I'm going to go crazy.
I NEED A VACATION!!! anyone want to join me? |
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| YES!!!!!!! |
[Dec. 20th, 2006|08:17 pm] |
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I got a B in my psychology class!! I am so very happy!! WOO HOO!!! |
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| he likes me!! |
[Nov. 30th, 2006|02:22 pm] |
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It's offical Chris likes me! He told me last night. I asked him if he'd move home for me and he said maybe over the summer. I don't really know whats going to happen though, but it makes me happy that he likes me. :D |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|11:12 pm] |
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Will said hes going to call me today....well he said that earlier today....He was talking about he wonders what would have happened if we would have been together that night. I don't know he said some things today that made me think he still likes me. If he doesnt call tonight I'm not going to get upset. He said he wants to hang out with me still though....so we'll see what happenes and of course I'll update!! |
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| Hey! |
[May. 17th, 2006|12:12 am] |
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This is my 1st entry and I'm still not sure how everything goes so please forgive me for being slow!! lol |
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